Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Lost

I gotta pick my self up again… cuz right now I’m lost and I feel like I keep on escaping reality.

I keep on fooling myself, making me feel as if everything is okay when it’s obviously not. and my soul is rotting inside.

So here’s what I can do now:

1. Stop pretending

2. Stop feeling sorry

3. Stop being lazy.

Every point of my life there’s a period of time where I’m miserable, lazy….

anyway… I’ll be doing something productive I think for my l______ong holiday.

I have a plan to:

1. Learn carpentry

2. Learn baking

3. Learn sewing

Learning whatever the fuck that I never bother to learn until now.

I’m trying to be a better person emotionally also. I should visit the church more often, to renew my faith in God.

I should put some picture of me now… but my other laptop crash suddenly and all the backup are there with all my 5000++ songs, movies, pictures and work.

I feel really fucked up now but I guess, no use of crying over it now.

xoxo

Cynta Cinta

 

p/s: I really hate the attitude where u just gotta comment on someone’s misery. If you ain’t got something good to say then don’t say anything… BITCH.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

L.O.V.E

I really been neglecting this blog. I’m sorry dear blog… I’ve been busy trying to mend my life…

Now, whatever happen only time will tell and I have to wait patiently.

Misery aside, what’s been happening in my life?

Nothing much but there’s few things that make me happy so here’s some random pictures…

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1st canvas painting. The theme was batik painting tho I don’t think I nailed it.

It was an awesome experience that I might make turn this into a hobby of mine someday.

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Construction of our little kampung house.

We’ll be moving early next month. :D YAY

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Piso

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Porog

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Dinky

3 new family members. :)

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Friends…

Friendship means having a plain nasi lemak but with a lot of side dish courtesy of your friends. LOL

The power of 5

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My family

and….

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Him.

The main characters in my life ‘novel’ that make me appreciate life more.

XOXO

Cynta Cinta

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