Friday, July 30, 2010

Play along with Us

Tomorrow's a Big night for Kota Kinabalu. 2 major events in 1 night! 
So what's your choice? I'll be going to both with my best girls.

Right now... I'm feel like going WOOHOO
Have a listen to Christina Aguilera latest single with Nicki Minaj...
and You'll know what I'm talking about...

You Know You Really Wanna (HEY) , Wanna Tasty My ,
You Know You Wanna Get a Peak Wanna See My ,
You Wanna Put Your Lips Where Hips Are , Kiss On My , All Over My ,
All The Boys Think Its Cake When They Taste My ,
You Dont Even need A Plate , just Your face Ha !
Licky Licky Yum Yum With a Great Guy ,
Now kiss On My (ha) All Over My (ha) ,
K Kiss On My , All Over My ...

5 wild beautiful Girls will be release out tomorrow night (FOR ONE NIGHT ONLY!!!).They've been known to set parties on fire literally. If you see them... Don't be shy, they won't bite although they've been known as men eater...   

Everybody lets feast your eyes on the convicts. If you manage to capture them tomorrow there's a reward waiting for you.

I'm feeling bad and I like it so play along with us this Saturday. Unleash the dark side and party like it's the end of the world. 


Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Losing My favorite Game

I tend to used songs as a title for my posts. Obviously I’m listening to The Cardigans right now. Nothing special about this songs but I feel like I’m losing right now. Paranoia is following me everywhere I go. No matter how hard I try to escape from it, it keep on pulling me and maybe when time comes I’ll be admitted to the nearest mental institution. 

Homo sapiens is a selfish creature no matter how we try to understand others… We still want to be understood first before we try to understand. Hate, prejudice, anger, hypocrisy, love…we use all that to survive in this gritty world of ours. It’s easier to hate than to love. It’s easier to be prejudiced than to empathize each other. Being evil is fun… Being a goody-2-shoes just fucking annoyed people.
That is why some serial killers fascinates me more than a priest. I found it very hard listening to the Sunday summons, I couldn’t concentrate and my mind will start to wander far away from the church. But I’m not an atheist, I believe in One God and my religion. I may not be the perfect Christian and I prefer reading and listening to stories about evil than the Sunday summons but I still consider myself as a good person. So shut the fuck up.

I got something to share today… Obviously it’s about a serial killer… a women serial killer. 

Aileen Wuornos one of the 5 biggest female serial killers. She was convicted of killing 7 men. The video was taken 1 day before her execution in 2002. Her story was filmed and her character played by Charlize Theron who won Best Actress at the Oscar for her role in the film. I’m not sure if the book and story about her is the real truth. But a killer is a killer…right? Even though she did claimed what she’d done was based on self defense. Here’s a website for more information about Aileen Wuornos. 

The video showed Aileen gone insane although I do agree with her that society used her to make money out of her story. It’s understandable for her to lashed out like that. If I were her I probably will do the same, giving a middle finger to the society that fucked me up.

In my humble opinion, I believe Aileen’s story became famous because she was quite pretty with a beauty queen smile (although gradually became ugly and scary), her life was a wrecked from the start and even though she’s a hitch hiking hooker, she’s also a lesbian. Her ugly fat lover Tyria, ratted her out after being questioned by the police and taped her confession through series of phone calls which Tyria sounded too much like a wimpy bitch. Many believe Tyria could’ve stop the murders if she had come forward earlier. With all that drama, who can resist making money out of it.   

I’m not saying I sympathize with Aileen although I do sympathize with rape victims. Rape is a serious crime and I believe all rapist should be sentenced to death because what they did not only violated the victims psychically but the victims will suffer psychologically. It’s sick to think especially as a women that rapist are lurking in every corner just waiting for the right time to execute their barbaric act. 

It saddens me that some men are ignorant enough to not acknowledge rape as a serious crime. Claiming that most rape victim ‘asking for it’ or dressing provocatively and is a slut which is an insult to all rape victims. To all ignorant S.O.Bs please do read this article and help to prevent rape from happening. If your friend or you is planning to spike some girl’s drink in the club, STOP! What you about to do is wrong! Never force or trick girls into sex because we consider that as RAPE. 

  Let us all selfish human being corporate in making this world safe from serial killers and rapist. On that note I’ll end this post, thank you very much.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Breaking Up The Girl

Good Morning, it's a cloudy Saturday in this part of the world... I'm guessing rain will be pouring soon. If it's gonna rain heavily then be ready for some temporary flood at your area.

So Saturday?... What is your plan for me today?

Hopefully an interesting one or at least nothing worse than the worst.

Anyhoo.. I'll be switching laptop soon, goodbye Aspire 4520 and welcome home Aspire 4530. My laptop is back from the dead and is better than ever! Hopefully*fingers crossed*.

I did a quiz from this website just now, about finding you inner pin up girl and apparently my inner pin up girl is:

NO SURPRISE here...I practically worship with Bettie Page.

LOL... Bettie Page, she's really was beautiful, I love all her pin ups including the bondage and S&M pin up. During the 1980s there's cult following built around her and there's no surprise why the cult exist, Bettie Page has this devilish beauty that no one can ignore. Not only that her trademark looks (dark hair with cute lil bangs) is an eternal trendsetter from the 1950s until now. You can see famous artists such as Katy Perry using Bettie page trademark look. Damn... wish I am daring enough to try the look but I'm too lazy to even care about my hair which look too much like the ghost in The Ring. Fear Not... because I won't be crawling out your TV screen anytime soon.   

Look almost the same right? But nobody can beat Bettie Page tho..

I'm not a lesbian but Bettie Page pictures can turn me on. LMAO

Hope you guys don't mind a bit of bondage. 

Also found out that Bettie Page is not the most famous pin up girl. Which is absurd because I don't even know the most famous pin up girl but I know about Bettie Page and I'm half way around the world!

Here's the website, all the girls are undeniably beautiful in their own way. My second fav pin up girls would be Brigitte Bardot and Marilyn Monroe for the obvious reason of course... I mean who doesn't love a blonde once in a while. I kinda miss my light brown hair... but for now, I'll stick to this dark brown hair.

I understand why boys drool over them and masturbate to their pictures. Don't think we dunno what guys are doing behind closed door, blame Hollywood for commercializing it too much. LOL...

Everyone loves a beautiful girl. But considering yourself a beauty doesn’t mean everyone thinks you are beautiful. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder so stop being too conceited.


That was Saturday Morning... and My Saturday really was an interesting one and Sunday as well. I spend almost all my time with my best girls and it's been a VERY LONG TIME since we got a girls dayout and 31st our girls night out, with all my best girls present! I is excited!!!.

Anyway... we went therapy shopping as Ciean shouted out at Facebook and therapy is what we got. Even the only "men" in our group (my 6 year old brother) get all the therapy he wanted (a new wallet and RM41 inside it).

The places we went (on Saturday) were uncommon, most people won’t bother shopping at the place. But surprisingly the place got some good stuff that I bet won’t be found at the local mall and way cheaper.

Where the fuck is the place?


Yes… you read it right Sinsuran, the place that pedestrians pass to go to Centre point… It’s between the Bank Negara and Centre Point. Know that place? I bet most people dreaded going there because you’ll be bumping to pirated DVDs seller (which I heard is quite dangerous), pick pockets, lack of parking space and of course the pilaks (Sabahan will know what I’m talking about). But still a fairly safe place to shop and walk and eat roti canai.


This is an awesome wig store. You can test the merchandise and the price are reasonable. My sister bought a long hair extension for just RM45. They even sell cute hats. We made my brother try out the cute rabbit hat and the shopkeeper strictly told us that there’s a RM2 fee for each photo WTF. Tho we didn’t pay for the pictures.

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LOL… My brother was restless and bored at first but I manage to dupe him believing it’s an adventure walk and of course Ciean and Mum bribed him to behave.


Yes, we even when to the night market. If you wanna shop for really really really cheap clothes try your luck here. There’s a lot of stall selling clothes (some of them might me 2nd hand tho) and my guy friends like to buy cheap levis jeans here. Which its authencity is questioned but rip off or not but none the less nothing beats a good jeans. It’s up to your own preference in buying good jeans.


Here’s among the things I bought. Bangles for only RM9.80 though my mum take half of it so I only got 6.

Picture0007  Also RM10 tube top. Bought at KK Plaza not Sinsuran.

There 7 things I bought and all only for RM25.00, the prize that will make Mr.Crab  very happy, buying cheap and good things. Although Mr. Crab would prefer not buying anything at all.


Then come Sunday…

Woke up and went breakfast at Atongs, a fish head soup stall. Not sure if it’s an appropriate breakfast for people that want/try to diet.

P7250076P7250078My uncle introduced me to Atongs noodle soup and since then I started a long distance relationship with the noodle soup.

After breakfast off we went again for another therapy shopping.

P7260108 Found this baby at Central Plaza for only RM15. It’s quite cheap compare to the ones the sell at the much bigger and commercialized shopping mall. FUCK YOU to the stores selling RM20++ clincher belt.

That was the only thing I bought on Sunday… Money is running low and I’m planning to buy a “bump it”. We continue on our so called therapy shopping by going to Kramunsing.

P7250081  Then I got quite pissed at RCH Kramunsing. Why should I pay fucking 5% service charge when the service is the same like KFC? KFC didn’t even charge 5% for their service!

P7250083 Here’s the story, I ordered an Ice lemon Tea drink, then she asked me whether I want BIG or SMALL, I picked small but then I changed my mind because of the RM0.15 difference between the 2 but the fucking rude waiter said she already fucking punched in the number and couldn’t change it. I don’t mind if she politely explained to me but she was so fucking rude!

But soon were forgotten when baby Adrianna came. Looking cute wearing pink and didn’t seem to mind being mothered by 5 women.

P7250084 She’s our little angel. 

Sunday ends with tea and dinner at home. All of us were busy discussing about our look this Saturday. Be prepared for our awesomeness White Room!!! If you curios about what I’m talking about, better check out this link.

Also this 31st as I said in my previous post…

P8291523   This girl… Dewina Petrus Guriting (click on her name to see more Dewina’s photo) is performing this SATURDAY at SHENANIGANS. The entrance is fucking FREE and you’ll be able to ogle at 10 beautiful Miss Borneo Tourism Finalist. So all the Tune Talk subscriber have you cast your vote yet? It’s only RM0.05 per sms only. VOTE FOR DEWINA TYPE MSB10 & SEND TO 13105. You will not regret voting for her, she’s beauty with brains and talent. Let her represent Borneo and expect only the best from her.

19535_249490191204_636586204_3825081_7264874_nBe sure to look your best and party with us at White Room and Shenanigans this Saturday. 

Friday, July 23, 2010

I <3 Blogging

Joined a very interesting discussion on Sabahan Bloggers forum about WHY DO YOU BLOG and there's a lot of reason why people start their blog. A blog is a place where everything can be spoken and it's all up to you whether you're daring enough to tackle a subject. It’s about our freedom of speech and choice to voice out our opinion, to show the world who we are without the need to censor ourselves.

My first entry “Hello World” was posted here 2 years ago. I was intrigue and inspired by a famous blogger and of course my aunt to start this blog. At first I thought that blogging was easy… blogging doesn’t takes too much of your time. But then if you want to be a serious blogger and want to make money from your blog, you’ll soon realize there’s no easy way to attract people to your blog. Note : more traffic feed = more money. Not everyone will click the ads in your blog but with increasing viewers some just might.
But the question is how to attract people to your blog?  

Some might lure them with pictures i.e camwhores (not that kind of camwhores you dirty minded person), photography art etc… some with their brilliant writing, information about the latest news or gossips and some stalk every known blog by leaving their link everywhere with hopes people will click on their link. Heck, until now I’m not sure how exactly to attract people to my blog. All I know is I assume do have some regular readers  and I hope that they’re entertained enough reading my posts. So thank you to anyone that bothers reading my blog more than just a click.

I got something to share with you today, 2 semesters ago my group mates and I did a conference project about blogs. I picked the subject because duh… I got a blog and it’s an easy and interesting subject. But too bad we didn’t really did a good job in it. The slide was too short, lack of info and lack of public speaking skills made that so called conference a disaster. My friends thought I should shared my blog (as an example) in the slide but I was too ashamed to show my mediocre blog. Now that I think of it, I probably should share it for some free publicity. LOL… Maybe people won’t be that bored at the conference and visits my blog.  

There’s no point in my story just something I regretted not doing… like the other millions things, I wish I’ve done. But I’m sober now and I think mistakes meant to happen to teach you about life. Even when the mistakes is done repeatedly. I pray to god that I be remind of the mistakes I’ve done everyday and learn from it.
So I’ll end this post abruptly before I start talking nonsense.

  Blog Your Heart Out Bitches.

On other note, tune talk subscriber please do vote for my HOTTT cousin, Dewina Petrus Guriting. This 31st July 2010 she'll be performing at Shenanigans Club Hyatt Hotel for Miss Borneo Tourism Queen's talent show. I bet it will be one heck of a night and Dewina has something special to perform that night. So be sure to get your ass to Shenanigans on the 31st July.

For more information do visit Miss Borneo Tourism page on facebook.

And to get to know her more visit her blog at
p/s: She's an avid fan of Doraemon.   

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

The sushi business

Good morning ladies and Gentleman, today’s menu is sushi.

I HEART SUSHI!!! and I believe it’s healthier to eat sushi than eating fast food(which is one of my regular food), nasi lemak (Gawd, nasi lemak at Gaya Street is the best! will blog about later), lamb chop, pork chop, chicken chop all that chops… Not good and the most important factor is THE FOOD IS FATTENING!

I’m a sucker when it comes to diet. The 1st day will go on smoothly but the 3rd day you can see me eating all fried food, nugget, sausage, eggs, anything that I can fry and to top that up, I’ll add some cheese on top of my fried delicacies with my butter rice. That is why I’m always this fat. Thanks to my bapa tho for buying that strider machine and dumbbell, now I can start working out.

But sushi is another thing. I only started eating em’ when my sister (the gorgeous Joanne) bought a pack of it and ignite my passion for sushi. But due to money and most of my friends thinks it’s odd to eat sushi and Ed is a sushi hater. I rarely eat this. My chance to devour it will only be if my ever so generous parents and my sushi loving sister will let me join them for some sushi.   

Because I believe that sushi is good for us, I googled the benefits and lemme tell you that sushi haters be prepare to love Sushi.

1.  Sushi is low in calories

2.  Sushi as also been shown to reduce the risk of heart disease and arterial clogging

3.  Sushi can prevent mental illness

4.  Sushi can help with depression

5.  Sushi helps in keeping your blood sugar levels at a healthy range.

6.  Sushi is known to help boost the immune system
7.  Sushi includes the fat necessary to your diet

8.  Rice (which is the literal translation of the word "sushi," often confused to be mean "raw fish") is high in fiber, and it is often enriched with vitamins and minerals. 

9.  Vegetables used in sushi provide dietary fiber and vitamins

10.  Nori (the Japanese name for various edible seaweed used in sushi) is fat free and contains several vitamins including A and B

11.  Fish can significantly lessen the likeliness to develop Alzheimer’s disease

12.  Fish tends to be healthier than meats, with a lower fat content and an assortment of nutritionally valuable vitamins and minerals

13.  Fish is high in omega-3 fatty acids. These fats are good fats and they protect the nervous system and provides Vitamin D and proteins

source : CLICK THIS-->LINK<---
Sorry about the rice info tho, Asian already know the benefits of rice. I like the info about mental illness. LOL
To the people who never seen sushi before (poor you)… I present you endless pictures of sushi. Yes, you may copy the picture as you please.
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FACT: I can’t eat wasabi… too spicy and hot for my wimpy taste buds.
And some Dory fish served with rice, fried veggies. Heard a rumor that Dory fish is apparently not good for us, so again I googled it and found the website and it scares the shit outta me. Because one of my favorite meal is Fish and chips!
  Owh nooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!! But been eating dory fish for ages now and nothing seem wrong with me.
So I hope some of the sushi haters (especially Ed) will change their mind after this. Eating healthy foods will ensure to make ugly fats stay away.  

Anyone please treat me to a sushi lunch/dinner.
Btw… that’s my sister. Thanks for the sushi treat! Lurve ya bebeh!!! Lain kali, ko belanja lg sy kio.

Monday, July 19, 2010

The Pizza Hut Dilemma

4 months ago, there's a Pizza Hut boycott on Facebook. Kota Kinabalu Consumer Group start this boycott against Pizza Hut mainly because of their bad customer service. The boycott was attended by (if I'm not mistaken) more than 400 people. Basically during this boycott participants will not be dining at any Pizza Hut restaurant. In my opinion this boycott is actually a good thing because mainly it's about Pizza Hut management to upgrade the service there. There's a 10% service charge for every meal as customers we are entitled to be treated with good service every time, no matter how fussy we are. 

My personal bad experience at Pizza Hut was at City Mall and 1borneo, KK. The waiter sent us the wrong pizza topping, no apology made, our pizza was 40 minutes late, rude waitresses and sometimes it took a while for them to acknowledge our presence. Even though at that time the place was busy but it was no excuse to let a customer wait for a lo____ng time to place their order. I'm glad that I join the boycott because I believe in good service  for the customers (I used to work as a waitress myself).  Besides Pizza Hut is the only place in Kota Kinabalu to get pizzas (other than Little Italy) and I've tried pizza at Fish&;Co... by far Fish&Co has THE WORST PIZZA EVER!!! <---click to view the pizza disaster<---- and I paid good money for it.

Yesterday, Ed and I decided it's time for us to visit Pizza Hut. We went to Gaya Street's Pizza Hut restaurant and all I can say is :

1. Pizza do not look ugly. 
2. Fast service
3. Polite waiter
4. Garlic bread and soup was fine. 

So that equals to = A GOOD SERVICE!!!

I hope every Pizza Hut restaurants have this kind of service. I bet the customers will be happy dining there and no more future boycott against Pizza Hut (if they keep this up). =)

I'm planning to follow my heart and dreams.
 Life is too short to be a coward.

Friday, July 16, 2010

The Runaways

Will be watching this movie soon. *insert evil lough* Dakota Fanning and Kristen Stewart look really hot here and judging from the trailer I bet this will be one heck of a movie.
Maybe after this movie I'll be inspired to be a rock star. So any independent band out there looking for a female vocalist, you can sign me up. I can act like a rock star and put lots of makeup so people think I'm that HOT. I have no problem wearing that tight lil' mini skirt and show off a bit cleavage. I don't do drugs and I'm no promiscuous girl. I'm usually on time and I travel lightly. 

The only problem is I can't sing.     
So say goodbye to the silly dream and look for a real job. 

I'm just fucking bored, been reading and watching movies to blurred my vision of reality but there's a windscreen wiper inside my head that always remove any debris. So I guess I'm screwed, I wish mistakes can be appreciate as experience quickly but right now I really feel like hanging myself. Too bad I'm not insane yet. 

hugs and kisses won't make your day any happier.


Now that I've seen the movie all I gotta say that the movie totally rocks!
The movie is about an all girl rock band "The Runaways" back in 1970s. Although the career of the band was short last it was quite a success and highly influential. The movie focus on Cherie Currie transition from a misunderstood teenager to a rock star. I must say that both Dakota Fanning and Kristen Stewart performance was great especially Dakota Fanning.

In this movie you'll have a glimpse of the dark side of rock. Teenage girls and drug abuse, random sex between both sexes. The movie ends with Cherie Currie leaves the band because of her drug addiction her career never really took off. Although in her biography she did release a solo album and a duet album with her sister Marie.

For more info about The Runaways click THIS.

If you like movie about rock stars then you should check this movie out. I guarantee that you won't be disappointed.   

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Are you afraid of vampires?

I'm not a twilight fan, haven't seen the movie or read the book.
And probably won't be reading it or seeing it using my fucking own money.
a. I don't really give a fuck about that.
b. I'm so fucking broke, so if you insist that I go watch it PAY MY MOVIE TICKET.

But there's one vampire movie I really wanna see!

HAHAHA... I bet this will be wickedly funny. Besides I like watching parody movies like scary movies, date movie, epic movie that kinda shit. Most of the actors in it, act so badly you just can't stop laughing.
I like seeing things like that being ridicule. So Twilight fans brace yourself because you might hate this movie but the rest on us will love to see your "idols" looking like a fool.

Vampires and Werewolf don't exist. Even if they do they won't look like those actors.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Special day for you...

Today 13th June is a very special day to the most important women in my life... 

My Mother

Happy Birthday 46th Dearest Mama!  You don't look a day older.
May God bless you and grant happiness, prosperity and good health. 

Found this sweet birthday song on Utube. I dedicate this song to my mother. Wish I can sing it tho but we don't want anyone to suffer on this beautiful day.

Thank You Ma for everything you have done for us. 
Enjoy this special day of yours.

A birthday wish from your eldest daughter. =)

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Put on your party dress! Because HENNESSY ARTISTRY is coming to town.

Yup, you heard it right, the one and only most talked about party, HENNESSY ARTISTRY is coming here to Kota Kinabalu this 31st July 2010 to make us party all night long.

Hennessey Artistry at Zouk Room, Kuala Lumpur.

HENNESSY ARTISTRY is the party to be this year! Colorful blend of music, delectable Hennessy VSOP long drinks, 800 sophisticated clubbers in short it is the 'Global Art of Mixing'.
Hennessey Artistry at QEII, Penang.

Now that I get Your attention HENNESSY ARTISTRY will be held at White Room, KK Times Square this 31st July 2010 for the first time ever!

Excited? I bet you are because I'm super excited as well. This party will amaze us with contemporary clubbing platform that is bold, daring and fresh. The electrifying performance will definitely make that one memorable night.
      Hennessy Artistry presents only the best DJs and performers for us.  DJ Siera Lee one of the best female DJ icons, with her sexy look and banging up-tempo R&B and Hip Hop sets will guarantee to mesmerize us.
Who doesn't know Joe Flizzow from Hip Hop duo Too Phat and he's like the best hip hop artist of our nation together his protege Sona One, a 21 year old is widely recognize to be one of the leading "graph heads" in the region, this unique collaboration between guru and protege will blow our minds away.
DVJ G Mix with his ability to 'visualize sounds' and provide audiences with hypnotic, head turning visuals, so get ready to be hypnotize by music party people.         

Party goers can expect only the best at Hennessy Artistry, prepare your taste bud to savor fresh delectable flavor of 4 Hennessey VSOP signature drinks - Hennessey Apple, Hennessey Ginger, Hennessey Berry and Hennessey Citrus. This Global Music Phenomena also takes place in some of the largest cities around the world, New York, Shanghai, Taipei, London and Los Angeles. It's an event you don't want to be left out. 

Here's a message from Joe Flizzow and Sona One especially to the people of Kota Kinabalu!

So now... You'll be asking HOW TO BE A PART OF THIS? Here's the detail; =)

Passes to H-Artistry ‘The Global Art of Mixing’ is by-invitation only. To obtain invitations to the party at White Room, logon to Alternatively, to relive the experience of past H-Artistry events or to receive updates on the upcoming party, visit the official Facebook fan page: or follow H-Artistry on Twitter: The party is strictly opened to non-Muslim guests aged 21 years and above only.  ID verifications will be carried out at the door.

Grab Your chance now to be a part of Hennessey Artistry 'Global Art of Mixing'. 

Courtesy from Helenness and Dinoza Mahruf.  

Saturday, July 10, 2010

All I have to do is dream

Good Morning folks, how's your sleep?
Mine was good, except that I woke up twice at night because of this fucking ulcer. 
Also I keep on dreaming about Avatar no... not the blue alien but the last airbender. 
Probably because of the TV marathon on nickelodeon that my brother and I religiously watch. 
The cartoon is very entertaining dunno about the movie though, read too much bad review about it especially the choice of actors.

I dream I ride on Appa. Man, I wish sky bison really do exist... No more need for fuel consumption thus air pollution can be reduce. Most important is "can save money lah", I know I am such a cheapskate. 

  Those who doesn't bother to watch any cartoon... I present you Appa. He's adorable right... I want one!!!

 Even if it's only a stuff animal I still want it. But I know every time when there's a movie about a cartoon the toys prices would be ridiculous. Just yesterday when my 6 year old brother and I, went window shopping at Toys R'Us... I saw a Toys story keychain with a RM32.90 price tag... and it's a KEYCHAIN for fuck sake!!! A FUCKING KEYCHAIN!!! Which in my opinion should sell at least less than half the price tag.
By the way already saw Toy Story 3 and love it, too bad didn't get to see the 3D one. 

Gawd... I'm rambling. Sorry for that. Actually the real reason for this entry is to determine whether our dreams really do have a meaning or not. For example those who is addicted to lottery number might interpret they dream like if they're driving a car and saw its plate number thus the plate number could be the winning number. So it's a sign to them. When I was a teenage, I heard from a friend that if you dream you've been bitten my a snake there's a marriage proposal waiting for you which is total bullshit to me.

So again to satisfied my curiosity I've done some internet research about this dream thing. Apparently most agreed that dream do have meaning. So why am I keep on dreaming about avatar? I really don't understand it although I do enjoy the dream. So I found this website and try to interpret my dream so here's what I get;

"To dream that your real life is depicted in a cartoon world, suggests that you are perceiving the world in a comical and unserious manner. This dream may also serve as an escape from the stressful realities of your life. It is your way of obtaining moments of lightheartedness and fun. Additionally, you need to learn to laugh at yourself and at your mistakes.
To dream that you are watching cartoons, indicates that you are not taking life seriously."

"To see others as cartoon characters in your dream, indicates that you are not taking them seriously and often shrug them off. You tend to overlook their opinions and feel that what they have to say is unimportant. Alternatively, it may be easier, less tense, and a non-confrontational way for you to deal with others when you view them as a cartoon. 

To see a specific cartoon character in your dream, consider the qualities and traits you associate with that particular character and how those traits come into play in some aspect of your waking life or situation. For example, to see Bugs Bunny in your dream may suggest your slyness and sneakiness. To see the Roadrunner may refer to something you are running from and not confronting."

Okay... I'm not taking life seriously... Well it's hard to take one's life seriously when everything seem fucked up. Hahaha. Seriously though the interpretation do have some truth to it. Anyway if you guys more interested to read about the meaning of dreams, probably should read some experts opinion. Dr. Hobson found that
"dreaming is a parallel state of consciousness that is continually running but normally suppressed during waking" (@_@"). I dunno what that really mean... But I'm happier with the results I get from

Still I wish I dream the winning lottery number for today rather than avatar. LOL 

Friday, July 9, 2010

yeah... sometimes I like to eat myself too.

Cannibalism. Ring a bell? Will you ever eat another human being? I mean seriously think about it when you're stuck in a situation without any source of food, would you rather be eaten by your friends or eat them?  Tough choice eh?...

 This guy is one of the most famous cannibal and a self proclaimed 'Godfather of Cannibals'. 
He loves to eat beautiful young women especially Caucasian, although I believe he only eaten human once and it wasn't even for survival. I mean I can understand if it's for survival but to absorb someone's energy is totally ridiculous and revolting. Issei Sagawa claims that because he's ugly, short and weak, he wanted to absorb Renee Hertevelt's energy by eating her. Well he is ugly and short (only 5ft tall, I'm even taller than him). 

Issei Sagawa killed a fellow student Renee Hartevelt back on June 11, 1981, he was 32 at the time a student of french literature. He invited Renee to his apartment for poetry reading, while Renee is reading (tape recorded by Sagawa) he shoots her at the back with a rifle, killing her instantly. He then undress her and start the monstrous act by starting with the behind. He even had sex with the corpse and after butchering and picking which of the body parts he likes ( he claimed that breast doesn't taste good, too greasy), he then dumps the body in a remote lake. But thank god, somebody witness it and report it to the police.

Even though he was captured for his sadistic crime, he didn't serve jail time. His father who is apparently a wealthy man hired a top notch lawyer, the french judge Jean-Louis Bruguières found that he was legally insane and unfit to stand trial. He was admitted to a French asylum but on 1985 he was sent back to Japan where he was transferred to Matsuzawa Hospital. The hospital superintendent declared that Issei is sane but evil and should be in prison. But due to lacked of certain important papers, the Japanese authorities could not prosecute him. Issei Sagawa checked himself out of the mental institution on August 12, 1986 and now he's a free man.

 Yup, he's walking freely on the street and even enjoyed his fame. He even made his crime more famous by writing a book about it and not to mention he's a freelance artist of nude paintings. I've read somewhere that he also made his crime into a manga and appeared in some porn movie.  

He was documented in History Channel show titled "Strange Rituals" discussing cannibalism. In the show he admitted his preference for women's behind and under an assumed name some women would even pose naked for him. His death wish would be a young attractive Caucasian women to eat him.  

Here's some links for more info
You should read his confession, it made me sick how detailed he describe the murderous act.

So back to the subject... would I eat another human being?
In desperate time I think I would and I rather be eaten by someone I love. I bet if Edmond would eat me I would be one delicious meal (insert evil lough here). But I could never kill a living although I do regularly killed mosquitoes and ants, only because they're pest and I'm guilty of wishing extinction for rats.

Gawd... I can't believe this entry actually made me hungry. 

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Talking to the Moon By Bruno Mars

Ever heard of Bruno Mars? 
I bet you did... he's the only hottest newcomer that serenely vocal in 'Nothing on You' by B.O.B and 'Billionaire' by Travie Mccoy. Yep, that's him...
Now Let us Girls and Gays drool over this Guy.

Here's Bruno Mars Bio

Peter Hernandez (born October 8, 1985 in Waikiki, Hawaii), better known by his stage name Bruno Mars, is a Hawaiian American singer-songwriter, producer and multi-instrumentalist signed to Atlantic Records. He is most well known for singing and co-writing the hooks for the #1 hit Nothin’ On You by B.o.B, and Billionaire by Travie McCoy; he also co-wrote the international hit Right Round by Flo Rida. After the success of these songs Mars released his debut EP, It’s Better If You Don’t Understand, in May 2010. He has plans to release his debut album, Lady Killer, sometime later this year.

Bruno Mars was born and raised in Hawaii by parents Pete and Bernadette “Bernie” San Pedro Bayot Hernandez, of Filipino and Puerto Rican descent. Hernandez was one of six children, along with brother Eric and sisters Jaime, Tiara, Tahiti and Presley. He came from a musical family giving him a diverse music style mix of Reggae, Rock, Hip Hop, and R&B. From a young age, he was impersonating and performing songs by influential artists such as Michael Jackson and Elvis Presley. In 1990, at the tender age of 4, Hernandez was featured in MidWeek magazine as “Little Elvis”. He attended President Theodore Roosevelt High School, graduating in 2003 at age 17 and shortly after moved to L.A. to pursue a musical career. He was signed to Motown Records in 2005 and formed the production trio The Smeezingtons along with Phil Lawrence and Ari Levine. He formed the stage name after Bruno Sammartino, a wrestler who his father likened him to as a child. He has since written songs for K’naan and Adam Levine.
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So he's only 25, half asian, talented and so damn cute... No news about him being attach with someone, if I am single right now and he's here... I would definitely stalk him and beg him to marry me... Of course inmyimagination  He would say 'YES' and sang to me every night before and after we make sweet, sweet love.

Here's the song that just made me wanna cry and hug him...

Talking To the Moon by Bruno Mars...

Baby, don't talk to the moon... You can talk to me... I'm quite talkative and I can be whatever you want be to me, Yes, I am that flexible. 

huuuu....... I want him so bad...