Sunday, January 31, 2010

sucks at goodbye

Emotions is odd, it makes you do things beyond logical boundaries.
Emotions makes you feel love, hate, anger, despise, annoyed...all the feelings that separates us from being a robot.

Although sometimes being a robot is not a bad thing.
What if emotions never exists? The world probably will be a better place.
But that's just a theory... emotions is the only thing that make us feel alive.
Our happiness is our heaven.
At least that is what I hope...

I still sucks in saying goodbye tho...
I wonder if anybody knew how to do it... properly... how to let them know how much they will be miss... I don't know how to do that.
I just don't want to let them go even if my existence doesn't mean that much to them.

Still I have to say goodbye for he is no longer with us.
All those memories I had with him will be fondly remember.
He is taken by God too early... seems unfair for him to be gone that young without any warning or sign. It is frightening to realize that life is more fragile than I thought it was.

R.I.P dearest nephew...
You will be miss and most importantly remember by us.
I won't say goodbye tho because one day we will meet again when it is my time to leave.

Monday, January 25, 2010

25th January 2010

It's monday again and this week "my monday" starts TOMORROW, which suppose to be a blast for me but I dunno... I still prefer Monday starts on a Monday.

So what did I did last week either than look at the mirror playing with my flabby tummy...

Owh, nothing much except that we celebrate my father's birthday on Friday (22th January) =)

My Bapa is officially 48, gawd I am still surprised that my bapa is that old. He's getting older alright but he is still the same old bapa, my debate partner at home (in fact we were aruguing just now).

My Bapa's birthday celebrated with a private dinner (only 13 guest) at a quite popular seafood restaurant in Inanam. I shoulda taken lots of photos that day but was blinded with hunger so I ate like I was competing in an eating contest (which I quite sure that I will win it easily). Anyway what's important is everyone was happy and the birthday Bapa is happy cuz he gets to eat everything without mum keep glaring at him and keep telling him, he should be aware of his cholesterol level yaddayaddayadda... LOL

But I did take a pic of the cake that we were supposed to bring to the birthday dinner. It's a mango cake hand picked by Genesis (my brother is obsessed with mango).

We didn't bring the cake along because Bapa won't let us, he said that birthday cake is only for kids. That's a lie tho, the only reason was he felt uncomfortable blowing 48 candles in front of his siblings and mamatua. LOL

The "mango connoisseur".

Oldest and youngest blowing candles together.

I wanna wish my Bapa (again) a very happy birthday, may god grant you good health and wealth.

Thank you Bapa for being a great dad to us, you are truly our idol.

I didn't get Bapa anything this year (as usual), I wish someday I could treat Bapa a nice birthday dinner with the family and friends or buy him a watch but it will take a looooooonnnnnnngggggggg time for me to be rich enough to do that.


p/s: i know i shoulda post this entry on Monday but was too busy playing farmville and forgot to edit the pictures.
p/p/s: I can't diet on a birthday so am avoiding the weight scale for a few days beside am also sick right now due to night swimming.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Body conscious

Another entry about yours truly but it is my blog so it's gonna be almost all about me so please excuse my conceition. LMAO....

I'm going swimming today although I actually cannot swim at all.
Yep... I can't swim.
I should have pick a better work out, but I kinda like working out in a pool.

I may be a bit chubby here and there (okay... not here and there but all over) and I can't swim but there's no harm of trying. Because there's quite many confession that people can learn swimming even without a swimming instructor. Living proof is Edmond J.

So with hopes that my fats will help me float and swim like a fish, I am going to the pool today whether you like it or not.

and Please don't ask me whether I already have a baby or not because I will shove my foot to your ass.

Sorry for being so harsh... I'm just being paranoid here... I don't want to be mistaken as a whale.

Let just hope by the end of the year, I could rock a bikini in a body similar like this one.

5kg overweight.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Hari ini hari isnin

Ya, aku memang jarang-jarang menaip dalam bahasa melayu. Tapi kali ini aku teringin sekali menaip suara hatiku dalam bahasa melayu. Oleh itu pada "post" (aku tak tahu apa "post" dalam bahasa melayu) aku akan menaip dalam bahasa melayu. Jika aku fasih berbahasa ibunda ku akan ku taipkan sekali namun malangnya... Sudahlah mari aku taipkan suara hati ku sekarang sebelum aku membebel lebih lanjut lagi.

Sekarang aku di "foyer" (sekali lagi perkataan ini aku tak tahu terjemahkan) sedang menunggu kelas untuk bermula. Hari ini aku mengambil keputusan untuk "diet" (is there a translation for diet?) kerana berat badan ku makin meningkat ke paras bahaya yang membuatku bimbang akan lemak yang bertambah di bahagian perut dan paha. Aku amat sakit hati (Aku tak tahu apa "tension" dalam bahasa melayu yang betul) kerana nafsu makan ku amat besar sehinggakan ia boleh membuatkan ku termimpi-mimpi akan "McDonald Value Lunch".

Ini satu kekecewaan kerana aku makin cemburu kepada badan adiku yang sentiasa kurus dan sihat. Walaupun aku sudah mula bersenam kembali namun hari hujan ini membuatkan aktiviti senamku terganggu membuat kan aku terpaksa bermalas-malasan dan makan lebih banyak lagi. Pabila aku menoleh ke luar tingkap di foyer ini, awan hitam sedang "invading" (sekali lagi maaf) langit yang pada tadi paginya biru. Aku sedih dan bosan akan hujan namun ia adalah satu kenikmatan untuk tidur ketika malam jikalau ia hujan.

sudahlah... aku kena masuk kelas sudah. terima kasih.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

My Philippines Adventure

If anyone ask me "did You enjoy your vacation?"...
and I'll answer Definitely!

You can read from my title that this entry will be about the recent trip my family and I went. So here goes, my 9 days at Philippines. Beware this will be a very long entry.

23rd December, the day we board to Clark, Philippines. I woke up that day feeling ecstatic, it's been quite some time since my last trip. But right at the moment to get the boarding pass, every happiness crushed. Our ticket EXPIRED A MONTH AGO and all because of some airhead salesgirl printed out the wrong date on the tickets. But it's partly our fault tho, we never bother to check out the rest of the tickets. At last everything turns out alright, we got ourselves some last minute available seats. 4pm we arrived at Clark, literally throw our luggage as soon as we arrived to our room at Walkabout Hotel and start exploring Angeles City.

I know it's kinda funny a family consist of 4 elderly, 4 young adults and 1 kid to be at Angeles City when it is the Sin City of Philippines. But who cares, when you can get a killer outfit for only 100++ pesos (equivalent to RM7.5 more or less)!!!

My very first picture taken at Angeles City.

And I finally taste real bacon not beef bacon but bacon, bacon. LOL... 1st dinner is at Black Angus situated quite near to our hotel. After getting a Philippines simpack, the starving Lidi clan went straight to the nicest restaurant around and ate like we never ate before. Yes, we are very barbaric at the dinner table.

Tadah!!! Yes... I did gain a few Kilos.

This would be my last meal if I ever get sentenced to death. Seriously... This nachos is so fucking delicious! Anyone that know any place at KK have this please (i'm begging you) contact me right away.

Apple Pie for desert tho that apple pie is sent as an appetizer.

But when you're at Angeles City you just got to check out the bikini bars.

Don't worry I am not planning to work here any time soon. Although I did learn that dancers earn 5000 pesos per month and if you want to get a quickie with the dancers outside bars hours it would cost you about 200 pesos. Not sure if I get my information right tho, feel free to correct me.

3 girls without any escort at all went exploring Angeles City.

Too bad most of the bars have a very strict NO CAMERA rule. The 1st bikini bar we went was rubbish anyway, the girls look mostly under-aged teenage girls and some lady boys with serious need of dirty dancing technique and a much sluttier outfits. If I am not mistaken the bar was Love and Music situated next to Walkabout hotel. It took us each 1 glass of vodka to get the hell outta that place and to a normal live band bar which something I'm used to at KK.

H' Rock cafe = live band and good food. So far better than the bikini bars.

Ordered nachos again. LOL

Nancy's drink was Strawberry PinaColada.

Tried Singapore Sling and LOVE IT.

and Free shots every time we went there.

Let's fast forward to Christmas day... Unfortunately we didn't celebrate it in our usual tradition. No, waking up at 6am for church and no, after church breakfast at our usual restaurant at Tambunan (Gawd... I miss Tambunan so much). But why waste a beautiful sunny day, off we went sight seeing and stumble to Paggor Casino.

This would be my first time at a casino and of course I did tried to bet my luck. But I'm not lucky enough and loose all my betting money tho my brother did win 500 pesos.

Nope... this slot machine is only a replica. Again a strict NO CAMERA rule but the lobby's interior is very nice.

The biggest balls I ever saw.

But our highlight of the day would be...

Partying at The Mansion with Apl De Ap from the Black Eyed Peas (SCREAMS!!!)

Okay... not a very good shot, we were quite far at the back but not far enough for them not to notice us. LMAO... Seriously, we were among the only group in "partay" mode, most of them just stand around acting cool. They even sent Nancy a T'shirt from Apl de Ap clothing line (becouse some jerk snatch it from her).

Our ride that night would be the glamorous Jeepney
Too bad we got cheated on the way there, the driver charge us 500 pesos. I don't really care tho but the other driver charge us only 150 pesos so we gave him 200 for being so nice to us.

The most important thing is we got back to the hotel safely and even get a very early breakfast at McD.

And the next Day... Manila.

We had a panic attack that morning. We thought our flight to Cebu was 8am and ditched by the elderly. I should be still sleeping in my room at that time cuz our transport picked us an hour late.

I slept on the way to Manila and woke up pleasantly surprised at the sight of the beautiful churches.

Due to own ignorance, I forgot to asked the name of the churches. There's just too many interesting things and I was just too excited to asked. (Already asked mum about it, The church's name is St Augustine)

I don't know what's the name of the park. Should have gotten a real Tour Guide for things like these.

Shopping at the Largest Shopping Mall in Asia. SM Mall of Asia =)

Heard "Rudolph the red nose reindeer" and "Jingle bells" repetitively. I swear if I stayed another hour there I would literally shoot myself in the head. Another panic attack occurs where I thought my camera got stolen.

We went to the airport very tired and hungry.


Tadah!!! the next 3 days we spend exploring Cebu City.

So what I did there?
1. Sight seeing at Cebu City.
2. SPA!!!
3. Karaoke at a Local Lounge.
4. Visited Mama Mary at Holy Eucharist Monastery in Simala.
5. Buy handmade shoe at Carcar.
6. More shopping.