I know I shouldn't be complaining but what happen to the romance that I dreamt of... As another victim of the hopeless romantic, my relationship I guess has almost lost it sense of romanticism... Alas... I am another one of those who wish they could complain to the other half but refrained from doing so... Dear lord... what happen to the so called HONESTY in a
I love him of cuz but things just been too routine that I could almost memorize every movements, every conversation and almost no pleasant surprises to amused us. Just the same boring routine that probably will end a relationship... something that I hope won't happen to us. I wanna feel the same lovey dovey dopey feeling I once feel in the earlier stage of the relationship. I wonder if he feel the same as I do though I don't wanna bring this subject up with him cuz he'll either thinks that I am bored with him or brings up the past which always lead to tiresome arguments.
As a newbie in a serious relationship, I see this as a challenge something that I won't let myself give in to the norm of this kind of relationship. I so don't wanna be like an old classic asian marriage couple that in the end all conversation involves grunting and sex is just for productivity purposes. I want a never ending romance and nothing will stop me from getting what I deserve (damn I feel like one of those beyonce's song).