Monday, October 20, 2008

lazy morning....

i am still up...
trying to figure out my assignment...
trying to breath when all my breath seem stuck and i feel as if someone is choking me...

in a way it is...
i feel as if i'm going crazy and this is not the first time...
i feel so depressed and helpless...

i dunno why i feel that way even though my life is full of blessings...
but this 'thing' follows me almost every where... is it merely PMS?
i'm not quite sure...

all i know when i am in this mode...
i can't think right, i am overly sensitive,,,
i am reconsidering suicide...

maybe is just my mental is trying to get people attentions...
fuck what am i saying?... even i dunno what i just said..
i sound high as if i'm on drugs...



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