Monday, August 25, 2008

decision, decision...

what should i do?....i hate being in a debt... because i know that i wouldn't want to pay it back... but right now i'm kinda in a dilemma... i'm already in debt for my student loan for 19000 and if apply it again i will be in debt for more than rm 40000. so i was thinking to cancel the loan application but i think it's kinda too late to cancel the fucking loan. ahh... why can't i be some rich kid without no worries about my financial. i hate this... i hate seeing that fucking loan statement. shit...
so here i am, only 22 and already in debt... and will be paying that fucking debt until........until...........until.............. i'm 40 something. maybe this is a reminder for me to save money for my children education, if i have one, one day...

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