Wonderful Wednesday Waiting Weekend.

DILEMMA spell backwards would be AMMELID. WTF?

LOL. Another canceled class today and leaves me with another day off. A good thing tho, because I haven't finish most of my homework and will gimme plenty of time to study for my weekly mandarin test which is a pain in the arse. I keep getting low (very low) marks for mandarin and I blame it all at my 2 giga byte brain.

Learning mandarin is not as easy as I thought and I almost regret taking this subject, thank gawd I got a very interesting lecturer that likes no LOVES to educate his students not only learning to speak 'hanyu' and write 'hanzi' (mind my pinyin my laptop is not 'pinyinable' yet) but also to make us understand and know the chinese culture. I especially like that every hanzi word has its own interpretation. But the next time I decided to learn another language I would make sure that it doesn't involve me learning another type of writing other that the alphabet.

Valentine's day is coming =) . Got no plans for it yet, Ed would probably working until late and it is Chinese New Year as well, so he'll be busy, busy, busy. I was gonna bake a valentine's cake but that would be a bit overrated since I been baked him a cake almost every time we got something to celebrate. Presents, hurmm... I have zero income so that will not be happening anytime soon but if I can, I will buy him this...

LOL. But I'm not sure that he will like this design. It's simple, not too showy kinda like him =) . But according to my brother(his Chinese gf told him) shoes for present will be as if I want him to go away so that would be NOT GOOD. Fuck, I'm still gonna get him this if I got more money in my wallet.

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My Cat loving Aunt got a new kitten, dunno its name yet but the kitty is cute as a button.




LOL, apparently this kitten is a molester.

And loves fighting The Evil Villain Fingers.

The kitten digs boobs and fighting evil, I bet it gonna grow up to be a fine cat.

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Now if you'll excuse me, I have some hanzi to write, electric current to calculate and also bending stress as well as compression.

Beside my coffee is getting cold.

xoxo
Honey, honey don't you conceal it.

p/s: In case if you think the title sounds familiar, I plagiarize it from Richard Reed. LOL
p/p/s: I'm not sure the kitten's gender.

the sun love me too much

The latest picture of yours truly....
Sunburned, Ugly and Fat... what a perfect combination. =)

I know a little bit of tan is good but mine is a disaster and all because of doing surveying at DC where trees are scarce (because we are in the middle of a parking lot). But all is good, 200 points and we are done! Only the report to go and then start again after CNY.

xoxo
Valentine and CNY... very very very odd to be celebrated together.

sucks at goodbye

Emotions is odd, it makes you do things beyond logical boundaries.
Emotions makes you feel love, hate, anger, despise, annoyed...all the feelings that separates us from being a robot.

Although sometimes being a robot is not a bad thing.
What if emotions never exists? The world probably will be a better place.
But that's just a theory... emotions is the only thing that make us feel alive.
Our happiness is our heaven.
At least that is what I hope...

I still sucks in saying goodbye tho...
I wonder if anybody knew how to do it... properly... how to let them know how much they will be miss... I don't know how to do that.
I just don't want to let them go even if my existence doesn't mean that much to them.

Still I have to say goodbye for he is no longer with us.
All those memories I had with him will be fondly remember.
He is taken by God too early... seems unfair for him to be gone that young without any warning or sign. It is frightening to realize that life is more fragile than I thought it was.

R.I.P dearest nephew...
You will be miss and most importantly remember by us.
I won't say goodbye tho because one day we will meet again when it is my time to leave.

25th January 2010

It's monday again and this week "my monday" starts TOMORROW, which suppose to be a blast for me but I dunno... I still prefer Monday starts on a Monday.

So what did I did last week either than look at the mirror playing with my flabby tummy...

Owh, nothing much except that we celebrate my father's birthday on Friday (22th January) =)

My Bapa is officially 48, gawd I am still surprised that my bapa is that old. He's getting older alright but he is still the same old bapa, my debate partner at home (in fact we were aruguing just now).

My Bapa's birthday celebrated with a private dinner (only 13 guest) at a quite popular seafood restaurant in Inanam. I shoulda taken lots of photos that day but was blinded with hunger so I ate like I was competing in an eating contest (which I quite sure that I will win it easily). Anyway what's important is everyone was happy and the birthday Bapa is happy cuz he gets to eat everything without mum keep glaring at him and keep telling him, he should be aware of his cholesterol level yaddayaddayadda... LOL

But I did take a pic of the cake that we were supposed to bring to the birthday dinner. It's a mango cake hand picked by Genesis (my brother is obsessed with mango).

We didn't bring the cake along because Bapa won't let us, he said that birthday cake is only for kids. That's a lie tho, the only reason was he felt uncomfortable blowing 48 candles in front of his siblings and mamatua. LOL

The "mango connoisseur".

Oldest and youngest blowing candles together.

I wanna wish my Bapa (again) a very happy birthday, may god grant you good health and wealth.

Thank you Bapa for being a great dad to us, you are truly our idol.

I didn't get Bapa anything this year (as usual), I wish someday I could treat Bapa a nice birthday dinner with the family and friends or buy him a watch but it will take a looooooonnnnnnngggggggg time for me to be rich enough to do that.

xoxo
cynta

p/s: i know i shoulda post this entry on Monday but was too busy playing farmville and forgot to edit the pictures.
p/p/s: I can't diet on a birthday so am avoiding the weight scale for a few days beside am also sick right now due to night swimming.